Feelings~

It had been 1 week

My advance has start for 1 week

I leave my home sweet home for 1 week

I live alone without my family & nion for 1 week

1st week of school totally mess up my mind

I don't know which group I officially in as confirm tutorial class list haven out

I don't know what should I do

I don't know where my study mood is

I still enjoying my holiday

I still happy for my result,my achievement

I still enjoying going for class,laughing whole day long with college friends

I still active at Facebook

How long this feeling will last?

Few weeks? 1 month? or longer?

I'm afraid of pressure as it will cause me lost control 

I'm afraid of pressure as it will make me looks stupid

I'm afraid of pressure as at that time I will definitely hate myself 

Always tell myself that I should control my temper

Always force myself to try my best in whatever things that I need to do

As my friend told me

I should enjoy my college life by playing around,having trips around

Why want to make your college life such dull? everyday study study study?

I don't know the exact answer I should give you all 

I just want to upgrade myself while I have the ability to do so

Do whatever I can do now; like plan to take some language course next few sem

I just don't want to feel regret in future. 

Somethings that I would like to tell myself

`Put more effort,get more reward

Achievement done today doesn't mean forever

Stop thinking about it and move forward! =)

Fighting for Advance Diploma