Last day of 2010..

31/12/10

Last day for this year...

I suppose to have 1 more class this morning...

But today suddenly become a PUBLIC HOLIDAY...Lol

It's a good news for all people...I think~

but not a good news for me...=(

gonna spent the last day of 2010 alone...

accompany by my notes & books...@@ 

stupid Exam...!! 

feel wan go to countdown..but I hate crowded place...

Last day of 2010...我提不起劲~

LOL..!! =P

yesterday I ask D a question:

"这一年来你遇到最开心的事是什么?"

and he give me a sweet answer...LOL =)

my answer same as yours too...

(if you ask me the same question)

New year coming...

Wish everything goes smoothly~

Wish I can achieve what I want~

^^

B'day...B'day...

28/12/10

B'day girl...SzeYing...=)

Happy B'day to you...Finally you are 19!! Hehe

Plan for her b'day celebration few days ago...

But the law lecturer make me feel nervous...

coz I scare he will end his class earlier...==

if he end early, cham lo...cake tak sempat datang..LOL

keep sms vf my D since i enter the class...

sorry ya~coz make boht of you so nervous...Haha!

not 100% my fault o~

Keep looking at my phone coz I tot they will sms me when they reach...

but suddenly saw My D open the lecture hall's door...

O_O

[coz he tell me he vf his frd~and i tot he at sungai wang dy]

then B'day girl's bf come in vf the CAKE...O_O

again~all of us O_O...

including the lecturer...quite scare he will angry...

coz he dont like people disturb while he is talking....

Arggggg~I'm so scare you know~

after O_O for few seconds, all of us start sing B'day song...

luckily the lecturer dint scold us...and bcoz of this,we can end our clz earlier...

LOL..Hak sei me arrrr~ 

anyway~Thanks to both you...=]

1. it's really SURPRISE!!! [not only the b'day girl...LOL all of us~]

2. coz of you~we can end our clz earlier...xD

group picture...=]

Thank you to my D to become cameraman...=)

Happy B'day to you again~Ying...

this is the last time for me to enjoy myself...

It's the time to start study~

gambateh!! ^^

X'mas...Ice Skating...^^

=Dennis,Celine,Me=

25/12/10

We wish you a merry X'mas~ =)

going to Sunway vf my friends...

use 1 hour to reach sunway but use bout 45 min to find parking...

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

reach Sunway...go to Ice skating there...

but it's full of people...

doesn't feel wan to skate that time coz v all not so pro~

and scare being bang down by others...haha!

So, walking around Sunway Pyramid and find wat can do~

=Celine, Kenfei, Me=

Looking at other people skating and we laugh..LOL

plan to watch movie...but crowded too...Zzzz

plan to cheong K...but crowded too...Zzzz

Arrgggg! go to find my D...but he very "fu yan" me...xD

Hahah! =P Like to kacao him...xD

at last...we decide to eat our dinner...LOL

sit at the restaurant to wait time pass~

almost fall asleep coz very full...xD

about 6.30pm...we decide to go skating...

coz Dennis say~come sunway dint skate no meaning...=]

excited!!

having some problem when wearing the shoes...==

our ming ming keep scream when start~= =

make me feel nervous too...xD

After scream for few hours, finally we dare to skate without holding anything...

Hehehe~

skate until 9.15pm and we start feel tired dy~

the picture above ar~

dont know take how many times juz success to capture 4 of us~

LOL...funny~

Thanks to 3 of you~willing to come out and celebrate X'mas vf me..

=]

appreciate...

looking forward for my 4th time of ice skating...

Wieeeeeeeeeeee~^^

X'mas Eve~

24/12/10

X'mas eve~

still having 3 classes on that day...Zzzz

So, the number of students that turn up are quite....errmm~

the number are getting lesser and lesser...= =

the last clz of the day> Me clz...

<20 ppls come only...LOL kesian~

after class, go times square watch movie vf my D & his brother~

at first he lie me that we go to watch Tron again...but is 3D Maxx da~

without thinking, I believe in what he say~  

[coz his brother following, and he said he wan watch this b4]

LOL...I still dont know bout this when we get our ticket....

when the movie start, feel weird you know...

coz the starting of Tron is not like that!!

asked my D "这个是Tron咩?开头哪里是这样的?"

He answer me:"这个是advertisement来的~"

LOL! when I saw the guy...then i just now we are watching 

"Gulliver's Travels"

OMG...Silly me...= = 

no wonder when he tell me all those lies, his brother got curi curi smile beside...

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

My D, I know you're sure laughing now...

Sad~make your NZ so malu...> <"

I like the movie...=)

and the 3D Maxx is awesome!! 

after movie, having Kenny ROger as our X'mas eve dinner~

1 word> FULL...xD

the chicken Nice...just the mashed potato...Hmmm...

No taste 1...=-='' 

Enjoy my X'mas eve vf my D...=] 

although no X'mas present from him,....> <"

[I gv him chocolate...LOL]

Tired day~and I slept when all ppl are count down~LOL

Lastly~

Merry X'mas to all of you~

^^

汤圆~

 冬至快乐...

昨晚在想会不会一个人过...

结果就接到电话说他陪不到我...T.T

哭到稀里哗啦的...因为...LOL

你自己知道就好啦...xD

今天很大胆下...在lecture hall present...

必不得已~因为我的分数很低...><"

slide show突然出现问题...不懂是不是老天作弄我...

明明在家弄时好好的.....><"

算了吧...过了..xD 哈哈~

上完课,就决定要去celine家搓汤圆...

还煮意大利面呢~

 那个酱汁是celine自己煮的哦~

很好吃...xD 

到现在我还想着那个味道...xD

[我也有帮忙煮呢...哈哈哈哈哈]

                                               

接下来是汤圆...

花生口味的...

这个呢就是ying做的啦~

不错下...只是有咸味...xD 

[这个我也有帮忙做点哦...]

就这样忙了2个小时才吃东西...

意大利面的酱汁其实我也是会一点点的...

只是很久没有煮了~所以刚才不敢做..xD

看几时有时间,有机会...

我会试着去煮的...

D,我当你是我的第一个客人哦...

不管好不好吃都要吃! =P

冬至...让我感觉到寂寞...

明天就是冬至了...

团圆的日子,但是我还是回不了家...

不懂明天会不会剩下我一个人自己吃汤圆...

今天...

感觉很落寞...

Teddy Bear!!

 Another surprise for him...=)

as this coming 19 is the 6th months v been 2gether...

quite a number of people ask me y gv this so early?? 

I have no choice...> < coz on tat day he need to work...

LOL 早给好过迟给嘛....=]

Hope he really like the jersey & the socks~

^^

=17/12/10=

Movie day vf D, celine & her bf [martin]...

going to Mid Valley watch "Tron"~

actually the main purpose I going there is to take photos...xD

Mid Valley are full of Teddy Bear...!!haha~

 Thanks camera women >Celine...

 Like this picture...He looks cute...hehe

 same as this 1...=] 

Lol...silly gf...xD

something happen this morning b4 v went to MV...

I admit that I really not so happy vf that...

mayb I too care bout our date...> <''

dont talk bout this anymore...later some1 ll say "aduh" again..xD

Hahahahh!

Time flies~it's the end of December...

still thinking where am i going to celebrate for my X'mas...

quite sad coz it fall on SATURDAY!!!= = 

coz weekend= D's working day...Zzzzz

走一步看一步啦...

now the things that I need to do are start prepare for my final exam...

time table are out and i quite satisfy vf it...LOL 

start early, end early...means longer sem break!! 

6 subjects for this sem...

and I will try my best to achieve my target!!

Gambateh for myself...

and you guys too...=] 

Week 12~

It's the end of week 12...

2 more weeks, then need to say Bye for this sem...

Busy week had pass...but i still left vf 1 more presentation...><"

worry vf that as I oways get low marks for my presentation...

wonder what is the problem~

talk too fast? looks nervous? no eye contact? looks too fierce?

LOL...anyway~

i dy decide to do the extra presentation that offer by miss 2day~

Try to do that in lecture hall next week...> <

hope tat time I dare to go out and speak vf a mic...

[but i think I not dare to do so...Ishhhh]

will look at my presentation marks 1st...

if satisfied, thn wont do...if not...= ='' Juz go ahead~

bless me please...

2molo going to meet my sister at TS...

Night time still wonder wan join coursemate for steamboat or not...

coz most of my clzmate not going...> <''

I wish to go coz wan to hv some sweet memories vf them b4 diploma end...

going to enjoy my short holiday b4 my final start~

will relax myself before fight for it!!!

Gambateh~ =)

不安

这几天都一种很奇怪的感觉...
总觉得很不安...
总觉得我快要失去一些东西...
很希望这是自己乱想的...
因为,身边的每一样东西,对我而言...
都是这么的重要...

Movie Day...=)

9/12/10

MOVIEs DAY.. xD

Plan to watch some movies long long time ago...

but I dint hv the time to go for it...> <"

too busy vf all my CWssss...@@

actually, D & I plan to watch "Social Network" yesterday nite..

(which is 7/12) 

but it's too late for me and both of us feel quite tired dy...

So, cancel our plan..!

nite time, when D call me and ask me wat else movie wan to watch..

and I said Rapunzel & he said Narnia...=D

at tat time, both of us decide to watch 3 movies in a DAY...

but at last, we end up vf 2 movies only...

which is Narnia & Rapunzel..=)

(coz D dy got SC in his lapt*p) xD

 Online booking these ticket...

Notice the ticket, looks alike huh?

2 diff movies in the same hall and v sit the same place...=]

whn i get the ticket i tot the person print the same 1...Zzzzz

 Narnia 3- 1st movie in the day...

1 word to describe-NICE!

Rapunzel as the 2nd & last movie in the day~

NICE too..=]

a lot of children watch this movie..

and I can heard they laugh...and cry too...= = LOL

I like these 2 movies...and i think my D feels Nice too...

(coz he dint fall asleep in the cinema...)Haha!

Dont kill me my D...> <

2 movies in 1 day, quite tired after tat...

But, spent a good time vf D as we seldom go out 2gether...

(I mean "pak tor" for more thn 2+ hour) Hehe~

at last, Hmmmm....

I do enjoy the moment that spent with you...=)

Hometown~

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

很久没有写blog了...

因为忙着做assignment,cws,presentation...@@

忙了这么久,还剩下1个assignment,2 cws, 1 presentation~

想到都想呕....

现在不要想了,因为人在hometown~

是时候放松下心情...好好休息下...xD

今天,坐了8个钟的巴士才回到家..Zzzzz

第一次坐这么久...很晕下...

后面的小孩子一直敲我的椅子...

很想转头去看他,但是怕他被吓到...

哈哈...=P

还有啊,巴士司机很过分下...

人还没上齐他就开车了...= =

过后叫人家走远路～(p/s:我不是受害者)

还好我上了厕所就快快回巴士...

不然我觉得我会哭...xD

回到家,很舒服...和家人讲了很多话...

还看见了我的猫猫...

2只都壮到...Zzzzzzzzzzz

还有1只没看到...不懂去哪里旅行了..哈哈...

星期一不会去上课...因为星期二我才回去...

很多人听到我这么说都说"难得哦~你会skip class..."

=3= 你们这样讲我很大压力的....xD

哈哈哈哈哈～

今天就写到这里啦...

要去看戏了...Bye...=)

*MD...IMU~ <3

Ice HouSe~

 刚才在wangsa maju发现的...=)

新开的冰车...

去吃饭前就看到了...

就和D share一碗芒果peach...

吃着吃着...就发现不错吃下...xD

总觉得我们心灵相通...

因为他竟然猜得出我在想什么...

(我打算回家时再去买一碗...) Heheheh

结果就在吃饭那边拉拉扯扯...

我就故意说我不会去买了...

叫他安心回家...xD

结果他不信...哈哈哈~

挣扎了一下下...

两个人就决定...

一人各买一碗...xD 哈哈哈哈~

我看我们两个是疯了~

这是我的-红豆芋头...

很好吃啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~

不知道D-芒果草莓好不好吃呢?

我看他现在已经在享用了~

hehehe~现在想起刚才在lrt那边的情形...

我还是会忍不住笑起来...=)

结论:吃冰,真的很幸福!! xD

加油!! 真的要加油了!!

最近压力真的很大...
不懂为什么...会有这么奇怪的感觉...
早上一直都在温习+做assignment...
到了晚上睡觉,也睡不安...
做梦也梦到自己在做assignment...还被老师reject...><"
压力会这么大...或许是因为coursework的分数不是很好...
达不到自己的要求...=(
6科...我真的应付不来...快喘不过气了...
看来我必须要检讨了...要重新策划时间表...
不然..我真的不敢想象我的成绩...
想了一个晚上...会这样的确是我自己的问题...
是我自己没做好准备...没细心做...
才会犯下这些错误...
现在补救还来得及...
相信自己吧!! =)

Nice Day vf D...=)

17/11/10-Our day~xD

难得今天D不用做工+不用上课...

就去pavilion看戏咯~

其实目的是为了吃snowflake...

但是,人潮多到...

在那边绕了两圈...等的人越来越多...==

我们就放弃了...>,<"

有一点小失望...但是D说了一句话,我就不失望了...

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~

吃不成snowflake...转去BR~

 一句话...很好吃下...xD

很甜~~也很贵下...==

吃完了,去看戏咯~还好我们上网订票~

不然要排队排到傻...xD

看完了戏,就去拍照咯...=)

刚到pavilion时,看到很多圣诞树我就已经很开心了...

更开心的是,有你在我身边...=)

 很喜欢...因为看不到我的脸...xD

 圣诞节-我最爱的节日...

因为装饰很漂亮!! ^^

 谢谢路人先生帮我们拍...

也谢谢我的D愿意和我合照~

p/s:他不喜欢拍照的...

但是和我在一起后,就一直被我拉着拍照...赫赫~

今天过得很开心...=]

因为我们很少两个人出去拍拖的...xD

我相信,我们还是会再来这里的...

因为.........

你的那句话...=D

爱你~

加油~加油~

很久没写了...

原因1:忙着考试+assignments...

原因2:心情不好...

心情不好的原因:我自己也不懂...=3=

现在总算雨过天晴了...

assignment做好了...考试过了...

可以快一步准备下一份assignment + coursework...=)

加油吧!!

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还记得我家有只可爱的兔子>>Paco吗?

Paco已经不在我们身边了...

前一天还好好的...过后早上起来就不吃东西...

晚上还发冷,发抖...

隔天早上睡醒就听到说它已经不在了...=(

过了1个星期,我还是不习惯家里没有它~

每次做功课到一半,就会转头去看看它...

要出门穿鞋时,也是会看到它...

偶尔跟他说声再见...

现在,家里很静...因为没有它"摔"盘,"摔"杯的声音...

动物的生命很短暂...

这是我从小就领悟的道理...

只能说:"Paco,我会想你的~"

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这是昨天坐巴士去GK吃饭时拿到的...

第一次拿到这么美的号码...哈哈~

但是,好像很不幸运...==

因为下雨天...然后我的鞋子底破了...

进水...~~~~~

然后今天穿另一双鞋去学校...

结果,也是坏掉了...T^T

1个星期内坏了两双鞋...

无言下...是时候买新鞋咯...=D

 Apollo....xD

有没有唤起你小时候的回忆啊?

谢谢我的housemate>Ann...

看到这个,就想起小学的一点一滴...

想起家人...

因为妈妈常常会去母校的食堂买给我们吃~

开学到现在都没有回到家...=(

加上手又一直不舒服...

很无助...

我知道这些事情只能我自己帮我自己...

虽然好不了,但是现在能做的就是不要让他恶化...

所以,跟羽球say byebye咯...><"

接下来的几个星期都会很忙...

先苦后甜...希望我的组员会明白...

早点做完,早点享受,有多点时间准备下一个挑战...

加油吧!!!! =P

xx

极度不爽中...

不喜欢被利用的感觉...

有好事/好康就不跟我说...

需要我的时候才会靠过来...

越来越失望了...

不会再当靠山...不会再让你们依靠我...

顾好自己就算了~

要说我自私?说吧...

只想说"你对我好,我自然而然对你好..."

就这么简单...

很多人跟我说...

没必要计较...

真心付出的人是不会要求回报的...

但是现在这种情况...

对不起...我做不到...

好人 坏人...其实没差!

复杂的心情

昨天放学回来后无聊所做的...

没想到成果这么好...=) 

*请原谅我的自恋*

但是很多人防抗下...

那就是你和你...LOL

我知道你们有看我的blog的...

不用假假...

这是我和你...^^

很多人说你的design很像你..

果然是我的dear...=)

原本现在人在hometown了...

但是因为淹水>封路...

所以回不到...

要回家的东西已经整理好了...

巴士票也放在钱包里了...

心情也准备好了...

但是,在等待的过程中...

很辛苦...

开心,失望,有希望,再失望...

看着housemates他们一个个跟我说byebye...

真的好羡慕...

已经很想哭了,但是还是微笑着跟他们说再见...

D来找我吃晚餐时...说着说着我就哭了...

当你要回时,我上一秒还跟你说路上小心...

下一秒关上门...

眼泪就停不下来了...

因为我知道..我要一个人度过很多天...

对不起...要你担心我...

对不起...我不是你心中想的那么勇敢和坚强...

你一直要我坚强...

我很努力的控制自己不哭...

但是看着水灾的照片...

真的很心痛...=(

我可以上一秒哭,下一秒笑...

或许有人会觉得我在做戏扮可怜...

但是...我想让你知道...

只有你才能让我破涕而笑...=)

D,谢谢你...

Cheonggggggggggggggg~k...xD

昨天和两个朋友去走街...

走到脚要断了..=-=''

破了自己的纪录..

昨天去times square & sungai wang...

只买了一双拖鞋...Zzzzzzzzzzz

哈哈啊哈哈哈哈哈~

陪他们两个买到了他们要买的东西...

替他们开心...=)

过后去sungai wang唱k...

3个人霸占了大房~

1人1只mic...xD

很过瘾啊啊啊啊啊啊~

唱了3小时...回到家都没声音了...哈哈~

虽然只是三个人...但是还是很开心...

不要忘了我们的手势哦~

“没关系”

哈哈!!=P

"黑白配"=送给我的dear...

"我不是你想象那么勇敢"=送给我身边的人...

"三人"=送给我们三个...

要坐巴士时,无意中看到烟火...=)

第一次这么近看...很浪漫下..

很好笑的是...

我们三个人的爱人都不在我们身边...

可惜可惜....><"

不然会更加浪漫的..

对不对啊?

K-我知道你会看我的blog的...xD

希望他会喜欢你送的那个东西...

加油哦...^^

范瑋琪-黑白配MV

太阳晒的我眼睛睁不开
你的好脾气
让我心情坏不起来
下雨下的我眼神发呆
你的道歉
听着听着我都快要笑出来
谁说不能黑白配
世界上没有什么事
能够如此的绝对
曾经有人这样唱过
白天它不懂夜的黑
你却懂得我的美

有时候我会感觉非常累
有时候也会不知觉把你拖累
你有时会说我们不配
只要能依偎
真的真的我什么都无所谓
谁说不能黑白配
世界上没有什么事
能够如此的绝对
曾经有人这样唱过
白天它不懂夜的黑
你却懂得我的美
钢琴也是黑白键
一样能看出我对你
只有满满的感谢
也许黑永远不明白
在这个彩色的世界
有你我才会存在

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For you...My dear...=)

梁文音-我不是你想像那麼勇敢

我不是你想像那麼勇敢

作詞：姚謙　作曲：陳威全

有時候太堅強　笑容卻填不滿眼眶
越是想要隱藏　歌聲就唱的更響亮
直到入到心底最深處 OH~
你不要追問我　還缺了些什麼

每個人都有夢　幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站
我強問我自己　現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝　像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

每個人都有夢　幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站
我強問我自己　現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝　像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像總是扮演堅強
多想讓你知道我也要個伴
放下討厭武裝　像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢

H? I? 傻傻分不清楚~

Finally get my POPULAR card which I apply for 1 or 2months ago...

=-=''

the most speechless things are....

My name was wrong typed!!

Wat wrong with them??!!

is it my handwriting problem or their eyes got problem?

this is not the 1st time for me....

my blood test card,ALPHA tenant card also got this problem...

even whn i go for body check, da bill print out oso same...

==''

Omgggggggg~

I & H...looks so same ma???

speechless dy...

@@" 

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it's da end of the week again...

more n more assignment & CW are waiting for me...

need to organize my time well...

so tat i can handle all of these...=]

Gambateh!!

Fighting!! ^^

强壮的身体啊...=(

最近不懂做么...
身体很不舒服...
病来得快也去得快...@@
什么东西嘛~~
老毛病一一回来跟我say Hi...
右手又开始痛啦...
(很多人劝我写字小力一点...但是我控制不到...)
痛了好几天,我都不吃药...因为想捐血...
结果,今天痛到很厉害...没办法,吃药了.........
好不容易可以捐血的说...==''
就这样毁了....><"
昨晚很不舒服...头很痛,全身酸痛...
晚上9点多就睡到早上的十点多~
结果..还是一样昏昏沉沉的...@@
真的觉得自己很不对劲...
体抗力弱了吗? 是时候去打针了吗?
不敢想....啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~
祝我早日康复...

一一实现...^^

 22/10/10

吃火锅咯...xD

属于我和你的约定...

说了很久,终于实现啦~

去gk的"家乡"吃...原本那个料我们要叫一个位的...

但是那个人说不可以...=-=

minimum2个位哦...Zzzzzzzz

过后~等汤滚...等..等等等~

隔壁桌的人都开动了...

我们还在等...

看那个火,小到不知道怎样形容...

叫服务生来看>>没有煤气了....==''

换了煤气,一下子而已~汤就滚了...O_O

第一次吃火锅吃这么多菜...

而且是kangkong....=P

结论:"吃到很饱!!!"

刚刚发现一个很好笑的东西...

整理桌子时,翻开tarc的记事本...

看到我写了很好笑的东西~

题目是:"what Mr Yap promise me..."

LOL! It's so FUNNY!

要知道内容?

其中一个就是:"吃火锅!!"

剩下的...自己来问我啊~叶先生...=P

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今天九点多就醒了...

过后睡不着,就看戏...xD

结果1点多时,跑去睡觉...

睡到2点多...

出去客厅时~看到我的ex-housemate...Liz~

这就是他送给我的生日礼物...=)

19岁的第5份生日礼物...

谢谢哦~

今天面对电脑一整天了...

做了marketing assignment,眼睛要掉出来了...@@

不懂做对做错...

算了吧~哈哈哈哈哈哈....xD

忙碌的week要到了哦~

各位,加油呀!!! ^^

Hi, 19...=)

 -20/10/2010-

Special date...Special day for me..

As it's my 19th Bday...=)

Celebrate my Bday 1 day early vf my beloved housemates...

Love this pic the most!

Hving fast food as our dinner...

after tat hving fruit cakes which bot by ChanHui...

the cake taste good!! ^^V

To all A-4-10 housemates:

"Thx 4 the celebration ya...

Appreciate it so muchhhhhhh...."

 Thx my boy for joining us...=)

*Late Comer!!* xD

p/s: Thx coz b da 1st & the last 1 who say happy bday to me..

Muacksss....=)

 My 2nd cake from DBF frds...=)

Thx 4 the surprise tat u all gv me...

feel so touch! (although I dint cry...><")

"Thx" 4 celine coz tipu me go toilet vf her...=-=''

so tat they got time to prepare for da surprise..LOL

The most funny thing was whn I come in da clz...

da candle did not light up...

coz it had been blow by the wind while Celine open da door..xD

anyway~I like it so muchhhhhhhhhh

 Thx DBF1 frds....=)

 Girlssss....

 The guysssssssss~

 *^^*

They direct write this on da projector...=-=''

Luckily can erase it...xD

Thx Thx Thx again!

 Surprise that i receive so many presents for this year...

Terima Kasih...thank you...谢谢...

Kam sia...arigato gozaimas...gamsahamida...

Hv a unforgettable  Bday this year...

Love you all...

Muackssss....

*Im officially 19 now!! *